christmas blech
so christmas is over another year so stupid. so dumb i can’t believe i let myself get almost excited about it just like when i was little. i thought it could be good.
two weeks without school sounds good but sucks actually. two weeks without school means two weeks looking at KATE’s stupid mug holding hands with my dad trying to look like she’s acting normal. trying to act like i don’t see exactly what she’s doing. two weeks of being alone but you can’t really be alone anyway. two weeks without nortmal people or second period.
family shit sucks.
